I guess...

I guess it doesn't make sense to have a blog if you aren't going to use it so I'm going to make an effort to do more even if I am they only one reading it.

Life latelt has been hell... a lot of doctors, a lot of family crap, just basic crap.
Hopefully that is changing. I didn't have to do the 5 day radiation deal this time so that's good.

My daughter has gone nuts and I have to worry about the kids all the time, I made J. leave because I can't live with him and the way he stresses me even more. He's going to have to make some huge life changes before he ever comes back.

I'm in a clinical trial with my MS, I now do shots every day, but with a lot less side effects which is wonnderful!

Phoenix's first Christmas!

She was actually fussing about having this hat on!

What a cutie she is now!

I am a zombie

Really I am! I know halloween is over but I'm still a zombie, I haven't slept more than 2 hours a night in 5 nights now. None of my meds help, I finally called the dr. this afternoon to seeif I could increase something or have something else, but I called late so it will be tomorrow, or today I should say before I hear back.

With my luck he'll give me something that works and I'll sleep through the reunion on Saturday, not that that would be a bad thing mind you.

I'm exahusted

I will be so happy to see the 18th. Even if the results of the test are bad, it means I can go back on my meds and feel at least a little better. I can't sleep no matter what, it's killing me!

Phoenix was a kitty, I can't believe Wynter wore this outfit last year!

Wynter was a fairy this year for Halloween.

Wynter's first ride at the fair, with her mom.

Wore down

I will be so happy when this next 4 weeks is over! I feel SO bad, hypo-calciumia, hypo-thyroidism and MS just do not mix! My mom kept Wynter this weekend and Saturday we went to find stuff to make her Halloween outfit, it wore me out very quickly and I still feel like crapola.

Phoenix is finally gaining weight, he's up to 10 pounds, a little butterball! Wynter is fake coughing and sneezing to get attention, she is so funny! They are both growing so fast it is unbelievable!