Insomnia and you...

Or me as the case may be, I have tried almost everything on the market to help me sleep and nothing works. Proof in point, I saw one of my many drs. today and in came the Sonata guy, so I came home with some of that, other than thatnew Lunesta stuff I have nothing non-narcotic left to try.

11:30 I take Sonata
12:00 I head to bed
2:01 Here I am, wide awake.

The Dr. also gave me a perscription for Halcion, which I guess I will try on Thursday night as I will give the Sonata one more try tomorrow.

My tsh level is 89, it's supposed to be .1 It's coming down, but not fast enough for me!

I guess...

I guess it doesn't make sense to have a blog if you aren't going to use it so I'm going to make an effort to do more even if I am they only one reading it.

Life latelt has been hell... a lot of doctors, a lot of family crap, just basic crap.
Hopefully that is changing. I didn't have to do the 5 day radiation deal this time so that's good.

My daughter has gone nuts and I have to worry about the kids all the time, I made J. leave because I can't live with him and the way he stresses me even more. He's going to have to make some huge life changes before he ever comes back.

I'm in a clinical trial with my MS, I now do shots every day, but with a lot less side effects which is wonnderful!

Phoenix's first Christmas!

She was actually fussing about having this hat on!

What a cutie she is now!

I am a zombie

Really I am! I know halloween is over but I'm still a zombie, I haven't slept more than 2 hours a night in 5 nights now. None of my meds help, I finally called the dr. this afternoon to seeif I could increase something or have something else, but I called late so it will be tomorrow, or today I should say before I hear back.

With my luck he'll give me something that works and I'll sleep through the reunion on Saturday, not that that would be a bad thing mind you.

I'm exahusted

I will be so happy to see the 18th. Even if the results of the test are bad, it means I can go back on my meds and feel at least a little better. I can't sleep no matter what, it's killing me!

Phoenix was a kitty, I can't believe Wynter wore this outfit last year!

Wynter was a fairy this year for Halloween.

Wynter's first ride at the fair, with her mom.