Bahhhhh

That's how I feel...bahhhhh! Every part of my body hurts and I'm sick of it.

But anyway.....I saw my babies today and they are both growing so fast! phoenix is almost as big as his sister. And when she says "Phoenix..NO!!" it is so funny, she says it like feenicks.

I can't wait till he starts back at her..lol.

My adorable and very opinionated niece Paige at 6 months old.

Phoenix's first birthday and boy did he love that cake!

Mor Dr. appointments

So Friday I have to go see my neurologist for my 3 month check. I'm not feeling wonderful right now and hope I feel better by then.

MS really sucks the life out of you and thyroid cancer didn't help.

Insomnia and you...

Or me as the case may be, I have tried almost everything on the market to help me sleep and nothing works. Proof in point, I saw one of my many drs. today and in came the Sonata guy, so I came home with some of that, other than thatnew Lunesta stuff I have nothing non-narcotic left to try.

11:30 I take Sonata
12:00 I head to bed
2:01 Here I am, wide awake.

The Dr. also gave me a perscription for Halcion, which I guess I will try on Thursday night as I will give the Sonata one more try tomorrow.

My tsh level is 89, it's supposed to be .1 It's coming down, but not fast enough for me!

I guess...

I guess it doesn't make sense to have a blog if you aren't going to use it so I'm going to make an effort to do more even if I am they only one reading it.

Life latelt has been hell... a lot of doctors, a lot of family crap, just basic crap.
Hopefully that is changing. I didn't have to do the 5 day radiation deal this time so that's good.

My daughter has gone nuts and I have to worry about the kids all the time, I made J. leave because I can't live with him and the way he stresses me even more. He's going to have to make some huge life changes before he ever comes back.

I'm in a clinical trial with my MS, I now do shots every day, but with a lot less side effects which is wonnderful!

Phoenix's first Christmas!

She was actually fussing about having this hat on!

What a cutie she is now!

I am a zombie

Really I am! I know halloween is over but I'm still a zombie, I haven't slept more than 2 hours a night in 5 nights now. None of my meds help, I finally called the dr. this afternoon to seeif I could increase something or have something else, but I called late so it will be tomorrow, or today I should say before I hear back.

With my luck he'll give me something that works and I'll sleep through the reunion on Saturday, not that that would be a bad thing mind you.