Friday, November 05, 2004

I am a zombie

Really I am! I know halloween is over but I'm still a zombie, I haven't slept more than 2 hours a night in 5 nights now. None of my meds help, I finally called the dr. this afternoon to seeif I could increase something or have something else, but I called late so it will be tomorrow, or today I should say before I hear back.

With my luck he'll give me something that works and I'll sleep through the reunion on Saturday, not that that would be a bad thing mind you.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

I'm exahusted

I will be so happy to see the 18th. Even if the results of the test are bad, it means I can go back on my meds and feel at least a little better. I can't sleep no matter what, it's killing me!

Monday, November 01, 2004

Phoenix was a kitty, I can't believe Wynter wore this outfit last year!

Wynter was a fairy this year for Halloween.

Monday, October 25, 2004

Wynter's first ride at the fair, with her mom.

Wore down

I will be so happy when this next 4 weeks is over! I feel SO bad, hypo-calciumia, hypo-thyroidism and MS just do not mix! My mom kept Wynter this weekend and Saturday we went to find stuff to make her Halloween outfit, it wore me out very quickly and I still feel like crapola.

Phoenix is finally gaining weight, he's up to 10 pounds, a little butterball! Wynter is fake coughing and sneezing to get attention, she is so funny! They are both growing so fast it is unbelievable!

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

4 and 1/2 weeks to go

So..I'm halfway through week 2 of my 6 weeks of hell. I have been coughing my head off and go from shivering one minute to burning up the next. I don't know if it's because I'm off the meds or if I'm getting sick.
I don't remember feeling this bad the last time but I have a habit of blocking out the bad things.

What a way to introduce Phoenix to the world! He made his way into the world on September 15th,2004.

Wynter turned 1 on September 9th. I may be prejudiced but I think she is adorable.

Tuesday, October 05, 2004


Wynter got to meet a goat at the petting zoo at the fair!

6 weeks of heck

Monday started the 6 week countdown to my RAI scan and that meand 6 weeks of no Thyroid meds! Today is day 2 and I can already feel the effects so I am not looking forward to the coming weeks at all.

We went to the fair Saturday and Wynter loved it, she loved all the people and the animals and the noise! She got to ride her first fair ride, with her mommy too.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Somuch has happened

I have just finished my IV steriod treatment and started on my orals. This time was rough to no end! The IV came out twice! But it's over, now I deal with the hot flashes and everything else till I'm weaned.

Good news is that on September 15th at 2:30 am my daughter delivered a healthy baby boy, Phoenix Cobain. He weighed in at 6 pounds and 15 ounces and 19 1/2 inches long. With blond hair and blue eyes so far he looks like his mom. They are both doing well.Wynter is a little jealous but that will take time I'm sure!

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Achy breaky me

I broke down and called Dr.Jeffrey today about my legs and chest. The nurse called back and talked to me and now I'm waiting on a call back, I'm afraid it's going to be another round of I.V. steroids, which I don't want to do but they helped the last time so if I must, I must.

I'm playing a virtual game of The Amazing race on board I visit and I am having a blast! even though it's driving me crazy too, however came up with the clues had to be

Achy breaky me


Tuesday, September 07, 2004


I've been having problems with my MS again , my legs and chest are bothering me, I need to call the dr. but want to wait till after Wynter's birthday party on Sunday so I don't have to show up with an IV.

Hurricane Frances backlash has finally hit today, we are expected to get 3-4 inches of rai today and the same tomorrow..yuck!

Saturday, August 21, 2004

I am addicted

I am addicted to reality TV. I esp. love Big Brother. I know, I have no life, but it is addictive! BB is the one show I could see myself on, I don't want to be stuck outside with the bugs in Survivor and Fear Factor just doesn't do it for me. But I could do BB in a

Between real tv and the internet I don't know how I get anything done. Wait...I don't.

Friday, August 13, 2004

Fun and Games

I am playing Scattergories on a group I visit and we are on our last round. I am having so much fun,but I so suck at I guess the fact I'm having fun is all that matters. I think we are going to be moving into Jody's grandpa's house eventually, but there is going to have to be some painting and other stuff done first, I am going to go this afternoon and look at paint colors for the kitchen and bedroom.

Monday, August 09, 2004

Big Brother

I am a reality tv addict. There I have admitted it! No hiding it anymore. I LOVE Big Brother, I have to check the updates all day long, I subscribe to the live feebs. It's not just BB, any RTV gets me, I surf the channels looking for shows to watch and get upset if I can't find any.

I wonder if there is a 12 stepogram for this?

Friday, August 06, 2004

Men and cars

We need this, we need that, go get this, go get that. The car show is the 20th, the Rod Run is next month.....WELL WHY THE CRAP DIDN"T YOU START 2 MONTS AGO!!!

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Another day in paradise

It's just another day in Far City as it's called by the locals. Muggy and hot, yucky to say the least. Nothing new in other words. Well Ashely is having a boy! Wynter will be a big sister, I hope she isn't too jealous but I have a feeling it's going to be rough on her.

Friday, July 23, 2004

I suck

At blogging that is...I can't remember my name most days let alone to come write down what's happening in my life. But I shall try!

My calcium and potassium went all to heck for a while but is doing okay now which is a releif. Now if my legs would co-operate life would be dandy.

I am going to have a grandson!!! I do hope he isn't born on Wynter's birthday though so they can each have their own day. And please Lord let Ashely change her mind about naming him Phoenix Cobain.


Monday, June 28, 2004

MS Sucks

Yes it does, MS sucks, not just a little, but a lot. It sucks even worse it the summer when it's hot because that makes everything worse. In a year and a half my life has completely changed,I was dx'ed with MS, then thyroid cancer, then became a grandmother at 36, gonna be one again soon! And still having problems because of the thyroid surgery and will have to have another body scan done at the end of summer to make sure I am cancer free. Life is grand!