Cattitude

 
 

Sleep..whaaaaa

So I have a real problem with sleep. I just don't get any. I have tried every med. made none of them work. Relaxation techniques....nope. Warm bath...nyahh. I am awake every night till 3-5 before I even get slightly sleepy, I'm so sick of it!

Is there such thing as sleep?

So we've tried the Sonata, didn't work. Now we ae rotating Halcion, Ativan and Alprazolam. None of them get me more than about 4 hours of sleep, the Ativan none.
I've decided sleep is over-rated, though I would dearly love some.
I've been feeling pretty funky for a while now, numbness, tingling and some foot dragging action. I guess I need to call the neuro and see what he says.

My how time has flown

 

So the grandbabies are now 2 and 1 as of September. We took this picture at their party. Phoenix was more interested in the cake ans Wynetr wasn't sure if she was supposed to open things or not. It was a good day though and I'll never forget it. 

Bahhhhh

That's how I feel...bahhhhh! Every part of my body hurts and I'm sick of it.

But anyway.....I saw my babies today and they are both growing so fast! phoenix is almost as big as his sister. And when she says "Phoenix..NO!!" it is so funny, she says it like feenicks.

I can't wait till he starts back at her..lol.

My adorable and very opinionated niece Paige at 6 months old.

Phoenix's first birthday and boy did he love that cake!

Mor Dr. appointments

So Friday I have to go see my neurologist for my 3 month check. I'm not feeling wonderful right now and hope I feel better by then.

MS really sucks the life out of you and thyroid cancer didn't help.

Insomnia and you...

Or me as the case may be, I have tried almost everything on the market to help me sleep and nothing works. Proof in point, I saw one of my many drs. today and in came the Sonata guy, so I came home with some of that, other than thatnew Lunesta stuff I have nothing non-narcotic left to try.

11:30 I take Sonata
12:00 I head to bed
2:01 Here I am, wide awake.

The Dr. also gave me a perscription for Halcion, which I guess I will try on Thursday night as I will give the Sonata one more try tomorrow.

My tsh level is 89, it's supposed to be .1 It's coming down, but not fast enough for me!

I guess...

I guess it doesn't make sense to have a blog if you aren't going to use it so I'm going to make an effort to do more even if I am they only one reading it.

Life latelt has been hell... a lot of doctors, a lot of family crap, just basic crap.
Hopefully that is changing. I didn't have to do the 5 day radiation deal this time so that's good.

My daughter has gone nuts and I have to worry about the kids all the time, I made J. leave because I can't live with him and the way he stresses me even more. He's going to have to make some huge life changes before he ever comes back.

I'm in a clinical trial with my MS, I now do shots every day, but with a lot less side effects which is wonnderful!

Phoenix's first Christmas!

She was actually fussing about having this hat on!

What a cutie she is now!