Phoenix's first Christmas!

She was actually fussing about having this hat on!

What a cutie she is now!

I am a zombie

Really I am! I know halloween is over but I'm still a zombie, I haven't slept more than 2 hours a night in 5 nights now. None of my meds help, I finally called the dr. this afternoon to seeif I could increase something or have something else, but I called late so it will be tomorrow, or today I should say before I hear back.

With my luck he'll give me something that works and I'll sleep through the reunion on Saturday, not that that would be a bad thing mind you.

I'm exahusted

I will be so happy to see the 18th. Even if the results of the test are bad, it means I can go back on my meds and feel at least a little better. I can't sleep no matter what, it's killing me!

Phoenix was a kitty, I can't believe Wynter wore this outfit last year!

Wynter was a fairy this year for Halloween.

Wynter's first ride at the fair, with her mom.

Wore down

I will be so happy when this next 4 weeks is over! I feel SO bad, hypo-calciumia, hypo-thyroidism and MS just do not mix! My mom kept Wynter this weekend and Saturday we went to find stuff to make her Halloween outfit, it wore me out very quickly and I still feel like crapola.

Phoenix is finally gaining weight, he's up to 10 pounds, a little butterball! Wynter is fake coughing and sneezing to get attention, she is so funny! They are both growing so fast it is unbelievable!

4 and 1/2 weeks to go

So..I'm halfway through week 2 of my 6 weeks of hell. I have been coughing my head off and go from shivering one minute to burning up the next. I don't know if it's because I'm off the meds or if I'm getting sick.
I don't remember feeling this bad the last time but I have a habit of blocking out the bad things.